IM PMSING TODAY. gahh.
in the morn went to sch so hapi n excited cos i woke up n thought i peed in my sleep but actually it was blood.aft 5 months of waiting.then before recess,was in badd pain.veryveryvery badd.then i was pale..looking arnd for panadol.then saw fifah during recess so i asked her n she din hv but she said"dont cry" & when ppl tell me "DONT cry", guess what? i DO. damn.teared abit for awhile.
then went with pei shan & stood at the pillar where we were supposed to meet Eunice after she went back to class.she dint turn up n pei shan wanted to go bck but i refused..so we stayed wif my crammy face.then she made me smile so we would stay.haha.i was so fake. then stayedandstayed in pain.
got geog overall today. it was wrong.cos ytd when i cldnt read whether my marks were 2 or 3..Ms Tan went to check thru my whole paper n added 1&half marks so i gt 14&half outta 20.haha,weeeiirrrddd.shes leaving next week.sadd.now,i actualli hv to pay attn in class.dint undstnd wad she was saying today.too busy doing maths.but shes nice la.sadd.so,anw,got A2 for Geog. A2!!!!! damnit.wads wif me & A2s?wth la.i got my first A1 though. HOME ECONS.whee!!
Had softball today.watched videos then had tt post game tingy which sally calls post mortem apparently.haha.then was touching.the sec4s cried n all n they gv us advice 4 the future.then esther cried(as usual) HAHA.touchy person.it was touching but diyana was bhnd joking so not really tt touching.haha.moment destroyed.
hmmm..this week ended up hvng softball Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday & Friday....tired and currently in pain...more of my cramps..yeah.. then for tuesday training,was funn.Me,Klarissa,Claire,Angelynn,Yu Mei with the sec2s & afew sec3s.then trained with Coach Zhang..we had to do the running,catching and throwing thing.then coach threw my balls very far out.unfair.then the rest so close by.boo.but it was funn.thursday trng was ok.training for onli sec1s.then we had pitching try-outs.Coach Zhang said i pitch well but too bad i dunhv the height.n bth coaches said "wahh.like Anisa" haha.cos Anisa was a pitcher last time.
hmm..i shall talk abt lower sec assmbly ytd.had performance by Sri Warisan.then was watching n had to translate some parts for lavelle.haha,so funn.then i yawned n lavelle turned n saw then she cracked up n turned to farzana to tell her wad hpnd then sudenli farzana also yawned.lol. then had a talk abt Myanmar cyclone n they said "100,000 lives were lost" then later they showed dead cows.then i asked lavelle "did the 100,000 lives include the cows?" n she cracked up again!hehe.i am innocent.=P
Im not gonna reply letters that fast nowadays.not in the mood.sorry.
i think i should stop now.im not in the mood.
so....pissed + confused + sad + emo + pms + hurt(mostly)
ahhh.
I want YOU back..the old you...Is it too much to ask for??
ahhh..bie for now and i think a long time.
Shadows fill an empty heart As love is fading From all the things that we are And are not saying Can we see beyond the scars And make it to the dawn Change the colors of the sky And open up to The ways you made me feel alive The ways I loved you For all the things that never died To make it through the night Love will find you
