Hmm..alotta tings hpnd today.. my eyes r sore frm all the crying in sch.from morn to abt recess.bt was still moody 4 the rest of the day.den had to stayback during recess for MDPW.. WE ARE DONE!! so tts y i din buy fifah's green tea and roti john/beef burger.but went dwn to tell her i couldn't buy.
then, depressiondepressiondepression....
durin A* science,cldnt gt the tamiya car to go up the ramp smoothly everytime.bt gt afew la.den wen bck to class n zahwah and riny wer doing mother's day cards.then i wantd to cry evn more.then 4 the rest of the day i went on abt mother's day.then went to eat with Farah A since lavelle,zahwah,riny,ain,shaikha or anybdy,dinwna follow cos they wantd to lepak in class n make mother's day stuff.so i left n said bye bt they din reply so walked out of class.
den at abt 1.30 went to library to do ace-learning.den actually Ms Tay let me cum late 4 training but i managed to finish the online quiz by 2.den i went dwn with Joyce.so rushing,running up n dwn to hand in her project work.den met esther on 2nd floor n she ran off with joyce while i went to chnge.then everybdy was gg "HURRY UP" bt i had a valid reason so i tld them to start w/o me.den training.....was ok la.bt nt as gd as Wed's.bt nt as bad as normal.so,yea..den we got to bat today,FINALLY.but i realised throwing was more fun.then i cldnt concentrate and Mag kpt repeating the mistakes in my throwing movement but i cldnt do it cos my eyes were sore n i was deeeep in thoughts.
OHYA,we actually gt out jerseys on Wed but sent it bck to coach to put name cos most of us wantd name den coach din out at first cos it cost more.but i found out it's abt $5 more for 4 years.so,ok la.den the jersey n all cost $125.MADE IN AMERICA.whoo!
okie,im stil in my blouse & shorts so i shall go mandi soon.tink abt it..i HAD training today..wad hpns wen i hv training??........i perspire!!haha.
i guess today was a touching day too cos i had diff ppl consoling me at diff tyms of the day. Siti feels guilty cos she tinks its her fault we went out.but Siti,it's not,ok??
andand i tink my mum mite hv felt bad (hope so)cos she offered 2 buy me a lesportsac bag worth $200.n guess what?!i turned it down!haha.no mood.
umm...2day i've found more flaws of mine.im gna try to improve on it,ok?? i know i cn b annoying and my voice sux,yea.but im gna try,just try my best i guess.if my best is not gd enuff,i'll try bestest.if bestest nt gd enuff,i dunwana care abt it. if anybdy's stil gna hv problems wif me aft i try my bestest, den just stayaway frm me.y hang on n try to chnge me wen u dun accept me for hu i am??
mayb there's sum reason behind me saying this...I M STRAIGHT AND VERY PROUD TO BE
biebie :)
I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the pile
And yet, you see the picture clear as day
